Human or Demon ???

Lately discover that some of the human at my company, turn to become demon. They wear human skin, but actually their heart n mind already turn to be demon.

These demon start to conquer the human world. They thought that they are the queen, human become their slave. So pity.... They duno that we human already know their true face, we won't follow their instruction.

I hate meeting

Today almost half day in meeting. Early morning go to the morning meeting with those selfish and arrogant manager. After that go production meeting with those supervisor and leader that good at "Pai Ma Pi" & "Tai Ji".
The most disgusting meeing is at afternoon, meeting with warehouse, packing & my boss. This meeting let me see the most disgusting face of those people. They good at pin-point other people's fault, but don't want to admit ownself mistake. Almost 2 hrs meeting can't have any good idea how to solve the system and physical variance problem. Sigh....
Everyday I need to "entertain" these selfish, arrogant, disgusting "Tai Ji" master. So tired.......

Dinner at 20 Aug - 现代启示录

现代启示录 is a nice place to go. Food nice, that day we Piggy gang go eat BBQ, we all eat very very full, full until my jean going to burst liao. hahahaha. Piggy gang found a new place to eat + 38 liao

2nd Interview

Today got company ask me to go there at Thursday to have 2nd interview, so happy...... My hell life at JJ might be able to end soon, hahaha....
But then, I start to feel sad. You all must think why feel sad, got a new and good opportunity for me to jump out from JJ, can have a better life soon. Stupid right? I scare to lose those friends that I have at here, scare to make a wrong decision to go to a worse work place, scare to meet more bad colleague, scare to face the same office politic at there..... Silly me....
Hope to have a good interview at Thursday. Kampateh to myself

Thanks my piggy friends

Even though now I hate to come to JJ, but I don't regret to work at here. At JJ, I'm able to meet my lovely friends here, sis & PC & piggy Is them help me pass through the 4 yrs plus "hell" life at JJ, hahaha..... Is them make me become more active.

Thanks gals.....

TIRED

Thought of work will be better soon.... But still same, everyday got new problem. Since the compressor breakdown, then pre-expander machine breakdown, until now 2 machine also breakdown.... Walao, so many machine breakdown, I also don't know how to do planning le...

So tired at work, really hope can have a long long break, really hope can find new job soon. I can't "tahan" anymore. I don't want to be crazy due to work. Recently my temper very bad, due to presure work. Yesterday I just scold ppl at office. Haha, I so angry until I throw my record book on floor. Really hate ppl don't read my email then ask me so many question.

Now hate to go to work. Everybody look sucks when work have problem. Keep on pushing here & there, don't want to settle. Bosses more serius, push the problem back to us. Really don't understand how they bcome boss.

But thnks that I got a piggy gang here. Thnks them give me support when I feeling down. Also need to thks Boon & Qing too.... Thks friends

Sick....

Maybe too pressure at work, last week I so sick....

Monday night, after told my sis n buddy my work problem, I cry..... So paiseh, cry at restaurant.
The next day after wake up, start feel sick. But that day I need to go office do work, coz that day is 1st July. Work until near afternoon, start fever. Sigh.... after done my work, go c doctor and get 2 days MC.

Thursday, after rest at home for 1day, thought already fit to go work. But when reach office, start to cough non-stop. I work until 8pm only go c doctor again. Doctor give me suck the ashma medicine.... finally feel better. Doctor give me another day mc.

This is the 1st time I mc continues 3days. Broke my own record, hahahaaaa.... Hope this record won't be broke again.

A pressure week.......

This week work very very stress, got so many problem happen. I'm going crazy soon....

1st, machine breakdown, got 2 machine breakdown for almost 1 month. Then urgent order, almost everyday got urgent order. Then raw material not arrive, but lucky this is supplier fault, not me. But the late arrival of material caused the machine run slower. Sigh..... Everyday need to change my production schedule. Is it they thought that I got special power? Can make the impossible become possible? hahaha.......

Then the ppl here all change, all like wear a mask to come to work. So scary when want to deal with them. Is it when ppl want to be promoted, sure want to wear mask to work? Is it that when they everyday want to quarrel with their colleague, sure will pull bosses attention to them? To make bosses notice them? Sucks to see ppl acting like that.

Really hope can get better job and then leave this evil place...... The only thing that will make me don't feel wan to leave is my friends here, my piggy gang and my adik...... Love you all.

Work at JJ = Fed up

Now, I more & more don't like my work. Everyday don't have mood to go work. Now I go work just bcos of want to get salary at month end. Very fed up at work.

Looking for new job, but still ca't find. I'm sure I'll face difficulty to make decision if I really find new job. I can't bear to leave my friends at JJ, especially my Piggy gang and my adik Tini. Sure will miss them if I leave. But if I don't leave JJ, one day sure I'll bcome crazy, sure my blood pressure will be higher and higher. Sigh......

Actually go elsewhere work also will face work pressure, especially work as production planner. I want to leave not bcos of the pressure, but the people there. People there very good at play "Tai Ji", everyday push their responsibility to others. Standing there watch other people die, don't want to help them. Working environment there bcome worse. Everyday need to bkful will there be anybody want to "back stab" you. Very tired to work at this environment.

I found that I bcome more & more not Siow Hwey..... Will one day I lose myself and bcome like them??? I don't want...... Piggy gang, u all must slap me until I wake up, if I really bcome like those bitch.

28 May_Thunder storm at office

Today i argue with my CS manager at office. I have been tolerate her for so long. Although her post higher than me (she's cs manager cum warehouse manager), but now she start to "campur tangan" in my planning as well as production issue.

Today actually is a normal urgent issue (our company almost everyday got urgent order), just that we need to discuss how to re-arrange the production schedule. At 1st she intercom me, ask me why can't arrange to run 2nd tooling, so i explain to her that the machine capacity very tight, this week can't slot in another mould. But you know what.... she start to talk about machine arrangement, machine cycle time slow, blame why i don't want to let her know the exact output per day, then start to talk about warehouse space....... When she start call me, i still can discuss and talk nicely to her. But when she start talk louder & louder, I can't tolerate anymore. I also talk loud to her, then later become both of us argue with this urgent order. Always is me tolerate her, but today I really can't.

The whole office start to be quiet when both of us start "fight". I notice that they all look at both of us. Some of them later ask my sis, why we talk so loud, they say actually we no need to call each other, whole office can hear our voice, haha......

At evening, my boss ask me don't put it in heart for today arguement. I told him i know, this is just work, haha.... I just hope that she won't continue to "kepoh" my work.

不知该开心或伤心.......

其实我最近升职了...... 可是不知该开心还是伤心...... 我的思绪很乱......

因为这个职位应该是我的好友的, 但最后我的上司却选择了我. 刚开始我还帮我好友向我上司"说话", 要求他升她的职位到supervisor. 我上司还答应了........ 但, 最后他却把那职位给了我.....

也许是我抢了她的职位? 也许我不应该告诉我上司我要改变我的工作, 也许我不该告诉他我愿意尝试新工作...... 我知道她一定很难过, 为什么不是她...... 我也不知该对我好友说什么好. 我都不敢问她如何想这件事.

我上司刚开始只是要我每天早上去开会, 所以我答应了. 但.... 当他告诉我什么时候开始去开会时, 他也说这部门会由我管, 他已在会议里宣布了. 我楞了一会儿..... 为什么? 我也忘了问他为什么会改变主义. 如果去年他兑现他的承诺, 让我负责这个部门, 我会很开心. 但, 迟了..... 当我对我上司失望的时候, 他却给了我想要已久的职位. 如他没有事先告诉我与我好友他会让我好友负责这个部门, 我也许会开心的接受. 但..... 他却让我陷入了进退两难的局面......

我很珍惜和我三位好友相处的时间. 我知道我们有一天会离开这间公司的, 真的很怕这一天的到来. 在我26年的岁月中, 她们三个是我最要好的朋友. 我最伤心和开心的时候是与她们度过的. 当我们少讲话的时候, 就会开始想我到底是说或做错了什么让她们不开心.

我会好好珍惜这接下来的日子. 也许我们就要分开了. Jerrie, Poh Chin & Sin Huey, 希望我们会一辈子的朋友.

人言可畏

◣釋義◥ 指眾人的流言蜚語是可怕的。語本《詩經．鄭風．將仲子》。


◣典源◥ 《詩經．鄭風．將仲子》將仲子兮，無踰我園，無折我樹檀。豈敢愛之？畏人之多言。仲可懷也，人之多言，亦可畏也。

〔注解〕 (1) 仲：兄弟排行，常用伯、仲、叔、季為序，仲是今語老二的意思。 (2) 懷：思。


◣典故說明◥ 《詩經．鄭風．將仲子》是一首女子拒人求愛的詩，雖然女子對求愛的仲子也有意，但卻害怕家人與街坊的閒言閒語，因此要求他「無踰我園，無折我樹檀。」只因為我雖然也很思念你，但別人多嘴多舌，閒話也是很可怕的。後來「人言可畏」這句成語就從這裡演變而出，用以指眾人的流言蜚語是可怕的。

My wish........

Tonight is a noisy night again......
My work quite pressure, what I hope is can have a peaceful & happy night at home everyday. But recently my night at home very "noisy".
Feel sad to see my parents health become bad, sad to see them so old still need to worry their son, feel sad that they still need to work so hard to support this family.
I wish I can help to ease their burden. Wish that they can be healthy everyday. Also wish that my brother can be stable soon.

Horton motto "After all, a person is a person, no matter how small"

Yesterday watch movie "Dr. Seuss' Horton Hears A Who"

Totally agree with Horton motto.

In this world, everybody is one part of the world. No matter how small and how low his/her level is, their word & work cannot be denied. But higher level people always don't hear what "small" people said. They always belief of what they do & hear. They forget that they still need these "tiny" people to help them complete their work.

If everybody can hold the same motto as Horton, "A person is a person, no matter how small", won't have people been neglected due to they are being segregated as "small" level.

我的第一次.......

终于写了生命的第一篇搏客.........

因为昨晚的一些不愉快事件, 激起我开始写blog.

对我来说, 家人与朋友占了我生命很重要的位置, 没有他们, 就没有我. 非常感激他们这些年的陪伴, 鼓励, 帮助与呵护.

尤其是我的Piggy Gang. 真的要谢谢她们这些年的陪伴与鼓励. I love u all, my piggy friends.... dear , 宝琴(PC) & sis. Really need to thanks 3 of u, accompany me pass my happy, sad, angry, crazy days..... I use my 1st writing to thanks u all. Hope that we all can be happy forever.

P/S: also wish that sis able to pass her exam as well as done her project soon.... I'm looking forward to c u graduate, hehe......