A pressure week.......

This week work very very stress, got so many problem happen. I'm going crazy soon....

1st, machine breakdown, got 2 machine breakdown for almost 1 month. Then urgent order, almost everyday got urgent order. Then raw material not arrive, but lucky this is supplier fault, not me. But the late arrival of material caused the machine run slower. Sigh..... Everyday need to change my production schedule. Is it they thought that I got special power? Can make the impossible become possible? hahaha.......

Then the ppl here all change, all like wear a mask to come to work. So scary when want to deal with them. Is it when ppl want to be promoted, sure want to wear mask to work? Is it that when they everyday want to quarrel with their colleague, sure will pull bosses attention to them? To make bosses notice them? Sucks to see ppl acting like that.

Really hope can get better job and then leave this evil place...... The only thing that will make me don't feel wan to leave is my friends here, my piggy gang and my adik...... Love you all.

Work at JJ = Fed up

Now, I more & more don't like my work. Everyday don't have mood to go work. Now I go work just bcos of want to get salary at month end. Very fed up at work.

Looking for new job, but still ca't find. I'm sure I'll face difficulty to make decision if I really find new job. I can't bear to leave my friends at JJ, especially my Piggy gang and my adik Tini. Sure will miss them if I leave. But if I don't leave JJ, one day sure I'll bcome crazy, sure my blood pressure will be higher and higher. Sigh......

Actually go elsewhere work also will face work pressure, especially work as production planner. I want to leave not bcos of the pressure, but the people there. People there very good at play "Tai Ji", everyday push their responsibility to others. Standing there watch other people die, don't want to help them. Working environment there bcome worse. Everyday need to bkful will there be anybody want to "back stab" you. Very tired to work at this environment.

I found that I bcome more & more not Siow Hwey..... Will one day I lose myself and bcome like them??? I don't want...... Piggy gang, u all must slap me until I wake up, if I really bcome like those bitch.